POEMS I FOUND

my heart sings of what used to be.
I cry for what those broken promises.
I dance in the rain to hide my tears.
I move so I don't have time to think.
I run to find myself.
~xxTearsxx

All this time I've been looking for something that you can't find.
I was looking for myself.
It's about time to I learned that I can't find something I already have.
I lost myself while looking.
I've wasted 4 years looking. I've been everything from prep to goth to emo to just plain annoying!
I wish I could take the time back but I can't
all my mistakes have been made and noticed to late.
I've learned to live with myself
I've learned to except my punishment for my mistakes.
~Meave

I've cried a thousand tears for somone.
I'm tired of getting hurt.
I'm tired of trying.
I want to give up.
I want to give in.
I promised myself onetime I wouldn't give in
a stupid promise
a promise made to be broken.
Why wont you love me?
Why wont you accept me?
Why do you hate me?
I know I a screw up.
I know I'll never be the perfect person but no one is.
I love you.
Why can't you see that?
~Midnitelover

I waited for you.
I searched for you.
I found you
then lost you.
I've seen you and thought myself foolish.
I hurt you
so you hurt me.
I cried
I died
I got back up and saw your face,
then hers in your arms
I ran away.
I hide my face.
I wondered why I even tried
I wondered how I could be so blind
I wondered how you could lie and just brush it off.
I miss you.
I loath you!
why wont you hold me?
Why wont you show me affection?
What did I do wrong?
I love you.
why can't you see?
I need you.
You are my life.
You are my soul
You give me meaning.
~xxDEADxx