How do you explain something you can't understand
Is it worth even trying?
What happens in those moment where you can't feel anything?
Only fear and confusion,
when you feel trapped and angry.
I can't tell you.
I wish I could.
There's many times in my life I've found
That living and breathing and functioning are impossible
I lose control, sometimes I just lay there,
Others i shake uncontrollably.
I don't remember these times,
All I know is what others have told me.

So why do I keep trying?