Thursday, September 8, 2011

I love you

A little girl once held the world, she loved her life and almost everybody in it. She was okay with the fact that her mother was bi-polar, and never matured past the age of four-teen. She didn't let what anyone said worry her, she didn't care about anyone except her close friends. She was happily content, she had been single all her life, an didn't have any interest in truly dating someone. but everything began to change when she decided to go to a party with two marvelous friends, Miri, and Marvel. at this party was a boy who was exactly six-teen months older than this little girl. At first he showed no interest in the little girl due to her undeveloped bust. She had no interest in this boy, because his personality was one of a perverted old man.. after dinner the three friends went to change out of their uncomfortably wet swimming suits.

Three days after this party Miri had to move to the other side of the country. Before Miri left, the older boy decided to make his move on her, right before she left he kissed her. she liked him, but knew we NOT dating material, so nothing came from this experience. after dealing with this rejection the sly older boy moved on to the 'next best thing' Marvel. The older boy asked the innocent little girl to make a time for both him and Marvel to hang out with each other. and of course the ignorant little girl said yes, and made it a date.

This date went very well, but as the little girl was most open to talking to the older boy he was drawn to her. He wanted to start a war amongst three friends, and he wanted to weasel his way in. the other girls where smart enough to see that, and rejected him quickly, but since this little girl thought nothing could touch her because she was pretty. he found her weakness and tore his way slowly into her life. This older boy loved getting and ego boost through making girls fight for him.

Later on the older boy continued to talk to the little girl and flirted profusely with her. she slightly flirted back, thinking nothing would come of it, because nothing ever does. they all flirt with her but never follow through, little did she know how lucky she was to be rid of the sickening species of men. One night they where talking and he asked her out, and being ignorant and eager for something new she said yes. oh how she said yes with a smile on her face and a song in her heart.

this older boy knew his way around women from years of experience in being a manipulative jerk. he flirted with her in every way he could, he was the sweet country boy from those cheesy chick flicks, he was the sweet guitarist who wanted nothing more than to serenade his lady, he was the cocky cock that sometimes attracts teenage girls, he was the dedicated military-man some girls would die for. this little girl didn't care what he was, she just wanted to her the three sweetest and most foul words ever to be uttered.

She was the sexual flirt she knew he wanted. she let him say horrible things to her that she didn't understand. she let him talk her into things that she never would have conjured up. she pretended to be a full grown woman. she tried being her mother to keep him around. no matter what she tried he always needed that extra confidence boost that only comes from making women fight. her friend Yuffie cam along and tried to stay innocent to this scheme, but she was too much of a tease to stay away.

The older boy grabbed Yuffie's number immediately and talked her swiftly into many things. one of which was going to his church one Wednesday evening. He talked sweet to her like only he could. He was a gentleman who showed her off like his arm candy. Yuffie fell in love with the attention and tried to stay with him, but with out letting the little girl in on it.

at some point the Older boy decided that we weren't fighting enough for him, he wanted more. he left the little girl with no reasoning but 'things are new and exciting at the beginning, then you play with it a little bit and it gets boring'. The little girl convinced herself that she wasn't going to let him get away with being right about her being 'boring' she turned on her sex and never went back.

the older boy then began dating Yuffie who never seemed all that interested, but loved the attention. she would follow him around like a leashes puppy. she wanted someone to tell her how pretty she was, she wanted someone to say she was worth something more than just another mouth to feed and provide for. She needed unconditional love that no boy could offer.

The boy continued to talk and flirt with both girls loving the attention and what he thought was going on behind closed doors but he was wrong, neither girl knew the other even cared in the least about this perverted old man. they continued to fall for his scam, he soon realized, we weren't fighting and he had to change that. he knew the little girl would never say anything about her liking him, so he had to attack poor Yuffie.

He invited the little girl to a movie like he had multiple times before and did the same he would if she was his girl. he threw himself at her. at first she tried to stop him knowing Yuffie would be hurt, but eventually she knew she liked him too much to stop him forever and gave in. they made out with the air of guilt laying heavily waiting to ponce at the first sign of delay, and it did.

the next night the little girl and yuffie went to a movie together and loved each other more than anything ever before. they loved how they understood each other and how they felt. they loved that they enjoyed the same things. they loved how beautiful the other was. they loved how close they could be without it getting awkward. they loved the fact that they could sit there in the bathroom and talk about the most random things and not care what anyone else said about them.

Their ride home was late and they loved spending time with each other so much they watched another movie, but this time they both decided to invite the older boy to join them. He tried to cover up the fact that he was terrified of being in the middle of this. He thought we would tear him out for cheating on us, and be bitched at for the rest of the night, but that didn't happen. both the little girl and Yuffie kept quiet. Yuffie was to busy making out with the older boy while the little girl sat there trying not to cry and feel betrayed.

at the end of the night all was revealed, the love was broken for all of them. there was nothing but caution and not wanting to hurt anyone after that. there was tension and anger. there was pride and lust. but no love, just a competition at who got the man. the older boy got what he wanted, he destroyed a friendship for a little ego boost that didn't last long.

the little girls hunger for his lustful touch made her crazy. made her want to do anything to get him back. she hurt many people along the way. she said things she shouldn't have. she did things that where unusual. she tried her hardest to be who he wanted for a full year after he left her for dead.